Omg, these damn pigeons need to leave. They make like mating noises all the time… fml. Anyways… Last night was fun. SAAing for KIWIN’s DCON. We really didn’t do much, but it was a really great way to bond with other Circle K’ers which I really like. I really like how Jerry separated me, Diego, and Lissette so that we could mingle with other people. I was paired with Stephanie, but our position was really boring so I moved to different floors a lot. I’m really glad I went because it made me realize how much I love Berkeley people. They’re pretty awesome. Really hoping to see them more often. Hooray for making new friends!
The more I think about it, the more I feel I made the right decision. I am honestly so much happier now that i’m not going to that church. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize that going to that place was so harmful to my health. This weekend definitely made me realize that there is so much more to life than this. I realized that I was not even taking care of myself, I was neglecting my other friends and family. I am now making efforts to change that. As for my faith in God, I believe he still exists. I believe that last week was just a wake-up call. Hoping to get my life back in order soon.